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Monday, October 22, 2012

Knights of the Blackened Denarius

I'm reading Small Favor, a Dresden Files novel, and I'm at a point where Harry the wizard is in the empty chapel at Stroger Hospital, worrying about his horribly injured friend Michael (Michael is a Knight of the Cross, one of those who fight evil with a sword that has a nail from the crucifixion worked into their swords, and their enemy is a group called the Knights of the Blackened Denarius, thirty fallen angels haunting the thirty pieces of silver Judas received for betraying Jesus). Harry talks to God in the empty chapel ....

"I know that we don't talk much," I said, speaking out loud to the empty room. “And I’m not looking for a pen pal. But I thought You should know that Michael makes You look pretty good. And if after all he’s done, it ends like this for him, I’d think less of You. He deserves better. I think You should make sure he gets it. If You want to bill it to me, I’m fine with that. It’s no problem.”

Nobody said anything back.

“And while we’re on the subject,” I said, “I think the rules You’ve got set up suck. You don’t get involved as much as You used to, apparently. And Your angels aren’t allowed to stick their toes in unless the bad guys do it first. But I’ve been running some figures in my head, and when the Denarians pulled up those huge Signs, they had to have a lot of power to do it. A lot of power. More than I could ever have had, even with Lasciel. Archangel power. And I can only think of one of those guys who would have been helping that crew.”

I stood up and jabbed a finger at the podium, suddenly furious, and screamed, “The Prince of fucking Darkness gets to cheat and unload his power on the earth—twice!—and You just sit there being holy while my friend, who has fought for You his whole life, is dying! What the hell is wrong with You?”

Harry is then interrupted by a janitor named Jake coming in to clean the chapel. They talk for a moment, and then Harry says this to Jake about God ...

"He doesn't care. I don't know why everyone thinks He does. Why would He? .... I mean, this whole universe, right? All those stars and all those worlds," I continued, maybe sounding more bitter than I had intended. "Probably so many different kinds of people out there that we couldn't count them all. How could God really care about what's happening to one little person on one little planet among a practically infinite number of them?"

Jake tied off the trash bag and tossed it in the bin. He replaced the liner with a thoughtful look on his face. "Well", he said. "I never been to much school, you understand, but it seems to me that you assuming something that you shouldn't assume."

"What's that?" I said.

"That God sees the world like you do; one thing at a time, from just one spot. Seems to me that He's supposed to be everywhere, know everything." He put the lid back on the trash can. "Think about that. He knows what you're feeling, how you're hurting. Feels my pain, your pain, like it was His own." Jake shook his head. “Hell, son. Question isn't how could God care about just one person. Question is, how could he not."

I snorted and shook my head.



Anonymous Victor said...

Go ahead and make my day!

STOP "it" VICTOR! YOU'RE NOT AN ANGEL and/or A COWBOY! You're a bussy cat!

BE NICE sinner vic, Please don't be like that?


And me, myself and i thought you were our friend sinner vic?

Come on Victor! Stay out of "it" cause the aliens are very angry with you and if ya don't believe me just ask

Right! They don't exist and that's the way they want "it" to stay. Butt let's pretend for a split godly second that they do exist. Long story short, they want to take over your world and just because they are as ungly as sin is no reason that they can't take over your earth. How do they plan to do this you ask? Well they want to take our woman and children and if they have to float like a butter fly and/or sting like bees, so bee "it". Look Victor, we both agree that MAN is taking advantage of woman around the world and there's nothing wrong with aliens telling the world this and they can do "it" if ya only stay out of "it" Victor and to be honest with humans, even vs agrees that Adam is NOWadays taking advantage of woman. Let U>S (usual sinners) join them Victor and as a matter of fact, China's and all those other enemies are against FreeMan if ya get my drift and.....

THAT'S ENOUGH sinner vic! You can't just walk into my friends blog and shoot off the way you're doing and that's ththhhhhhhhhhhhhh

11:46 AM  

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